Engaged!

No, not me...don't be alarmed!! But tonight my little brother suddenly called me out of the blue and told me he's getting married! I don't know why it was so unexpected; I guess I thought they'd wait till next summer....but now it looks like we'll be having another Funk wedding before Christmas!! Woah...there's nothing like giving people plenty of time to process the news!! ;-)


Anyway, strangely enough, as soon as I got Brandon's message tonight, I promptly burst into tears. Weird, I know! That's not exactly the reaction one hopes for at times like this! :-) It was probably the combination of so many things, though...first of all JOY that my brother, a guy who's pretty much been my best friend all my life, a guy I've shared an unbreakable bond with no matter where our lives have taken us, has found the girl he wants to spend the rest of his life with! Second of all, more JOY in the fact that the girl he's marrying already happens to be a great friend and one of the few people on this earth that I can be totally real with, bare my soul to, pray with, be vulnerable with, laugh with...I couldn't have asked for a better girl to "steal" Brandon away from me. :-) So yes, I'm SO happy for the two of them, so thrilled for everything God's doing in their hearts. But along with that, if I'm honest, there's also a certain amount of sadness, because once again everything is changing. Once again somebody else that I'm close to is entering a new phase of their life, a phase that will include me less and less. And so I have to grieve the end of what was...thank God for the amazing blessing of growing up with a brother that I've shared so many unforgettable memories with...and step into a new season in our friendship. Oh, the joys of growing up....but someone had to be the nostalgic, sentimental one in the family, so I guess it's just as well that that someone is ME!! :-)

Anyway, yeah...there's no need to get all carried away with that! So...congratulations, Brandon and Mandy!! Now if you'll excuse me, I have some more crying to do... ;-)

A tribute to the little people in my life

Anyone who knows me at all knows that I'm pretty much the most obsessed aunt out there. :-) Which is why I'm pretty stoked today that #6 has just arrived.....a beautiful little girl named Hope Aurora Kate Christakis, 10 pounds 6 ounces, born early this morning!! (Okay, so she's not so little....my admiration for my sister Karen just shot up several notches!) ;-) I can't wait to go to Colorado in a few weeks to meet her...and, of course, hang out with her two older brothers!!

Seriously, though, I don't think there's anything I love more than being involved in my little nieces and nephews worlds, loving them, listening to them, playing with them, getting down on their level, and in return getting more adoration than a girl could ask for. And secretly (or not-so-secretly) I love being the favorite aunt, the only one who's single and not wrapped up in my own family, and therefore entirely free to devote all my love and attention to them. Right now, this time, this season, is a pretty smokin' awesome gift...the bonds we're developing are going to last a lifetime!!!


Aaron Jacob....the first to arrive! Aaron was pretty much the cutest baby ever, with his white blonde hair and big blue eyes and endlessly long eyelashes...not to mention his huge grin and eyes that sparkled with mischief (and still do!) I can't believe he's almost seven now...in grade two, reading like a pro, the most natural athlete ever...this kid is going places!! :-)

Our bond has changed a lot over the years as he's grown up...although sometimes it's hard to tell who's the older one in the relationship!! We're always bantering back and forth, trash talking, whispering and scheming behind the others' backs, playing intense games of soccer and football in the back yard and not even trying to reign in our fiercely competitive spirits. :-) We talk tough and play our hearts out, and then in the middle of it all he'll burst into a round of uncontrollable giggles and my heart melts. Then there are the times he gives me a shy grin when I come over and runs to give me a hug, unashamed, or snuggles next to me on the couch with his head on my shoulder while I read him a story. From one extreme to the other...yep, I love this boy!


Hannah Joelle...the most energetic, lively, spunky, dramatic, brave, entertaining little girl I've ever met! :-) Hannah is seriously one of a kind...always bursting out with random hilarious comments, hardly able to sit still for more than a few minutes. She's a super talented gymnast, fearless, and oh-so-creative and imaginative. Her favorite thing in the world to do (besides hanging off monkey bars and doing cartwheels in the back yard) is to dress up in her fancy princess outfits and twirl around the living room while we all ooh and aah. Oh, to be a little girl again! :-)

I love ringing the doorbell at Pam and Jeff's and hearing Hannah's excited squeals through the door, "Auntie Sherry's here!" Then she opens the door and absolutely leaps into my arms, almost knocking me over. It doesn't get any better than that! We have tons of fun playing Polly Pockets and pretending we're kitties crawling around outside (!) and colouring and playing "toilet tag" (don't ask!)...there's never a dull moment when this girl is around!!


Noah Ransom.....oh man! This little guy has had something special about him since day one...my house is practically a shrine to him, even though I can't quite figure out why! :-) Maybe because it took him longer than the others to warm up to me (comes with living a thousand miles away in Colorado, I guess!) but after I spent a month at his house when his baby brother was born, we were bonded for life! We baked cookies and did dishes and read stories and took walks to the park (holding hands, of course...sigh) and watched baby worship DVD's and crafted masterpieces out of play-dough. So much fun!

Noah is quieter and more sensitive than the others, but just as full of mischief...he loves to laugh LOUDLY, he loves to come up with hilarious sayings that he'll repeat over and over just to make you laugh, and his best friend is his stuffed monkey Curious George. I love being Noah's special friend...I love that when we're together he'll come sidling up to me, put his hand on my arm, and say softly in his sweet little voice, "Want to play with me?" I love that at our family reunion this summer, he begged his mom and dad to ride back to Edmonton with me in my car. What a fun trip we had, stopping at McDonald's for lunch and then talking the whole way home. My heart has been forever captured by you, Mr. Noah! :-)



Benjamin Roman.....mom and dad and I took a road trip down to Colorado just before Ben was born, which was one of the best months of my life!! It was so much fun to spend the first weeks of his life together, getting to know this robust little man with the deep voice and hearty laugh who never really seemed like a newborn. I love this guy...he's smart and sweet and tough and manly and has the cutest little facial expressions. And now that he's just starting to talk, I can't wait to see the kind of bond we'll develop. :-)

Ben is all about playing the drums (just like his daddy)...he'll beat on whatever he can find. He's all boy....with many battle scars to prove it. :-) It's SO cool watching him and Noah together, brothers, best friends, playmates, feeding off eachother, hating eachother one minute, loving eachother the next. Karen has her hands full, that's for sure! :-)


Madison Ruth.....ah, Miss Muffin! I moved to Edmonton two days before she was born, so she's the only one I've lived close to since the beginning. And how amazing that's been!! After two heartbreaking miscarriages, Madison was such a phenomenal gift straight from God to Pam and Jeff...a perfect, beautiful baby girl, with her blonde curls, big brown eyes...and what a personality! We used to think Hannah was the dramatic one...but now we know better. :-) Madison is ten times worse...going from the depths of despair one minute, to uncontrollable laughter the next...and in between there are the priceless glares or flirtatious smiles she'll send our way. Unbelievable! Who knew a baby could communicate so much, most of it WAY beyond her years!

But oh, the unexplainable joy when I walk into the room and her face lights up and she starts giggling, reaching out her arms for me to hold her. We'll be sitting at the supper table and she'll beg to be let out of her chair, then as soon as her feet touch the ground she'll run around to my side of the table and crawl into my lap. When I have to leave, she'll stand at my feet hugging my legs and start to cry. Even mommy can't console her at times like that. :-) We chase eachother around the house and look at books together and dance and eat fun snacks and have lots and lots of hugs and kisses and snuggles. And all the while she chatters non-stop with perfect expression and priceless sound effects...never mind that none of it is actual real words. :-) I love you, my sweetheart!


Yep, these kids are my world...and now there's one more little person to love and spoil and get to know!! Three weeks from today I fly to Colorado to start doing just that!! :-)

Nostalgia!!

Oh man....what an amazing night I just had!! By some miracle I managed to find a friend here in the city who actually shares my appreciation for southern gospel music, so tonight we went to a concert out in Sherwood Park...and I have to say, THAT is the music of my soul!!! Tonight I was taken back to my childhood like I haven't been in a long time....it was as if I was sitting at the piano again, playing old hymns, grandpa standing behind me with his hand on my shoulder as he sang along with great enthusiasm. I could close my eyes and there we were, together as a family, all of us, cracking open the songbooks, each taking our parts, filling the house with perfectly blended melodies.

The beautiful harmony...the powerful words...the humor...the sense of family...the hope...all of it spoke to me so strongly tonight, and suddenly I wasn't willing for that part of my life to be forgotten or left to die off. I want to keep this part of my heritage thriving for future generations....the only question is how??

Anyway, I glimpsed a little bit of heaven tonight...and I guess that, even if nights like tonight are going to be few and far between, even if our family gatherings are getting harder and harder to arrange...we still have eternity to look forward to! And I have to think that heaven's going to be about a whole lot of gathering around the throne of Jesus, joy radiating from our faces, hands raised, as we sing our hearts out in worship to the King. Acapella, of course. The tenors, altos, basses, and sopranos all doing their part...every note precise and perfect. And we'll laugh and dance and clap without a care in the world...kind of like the frail old man in front of us tonight who jumped up and down for literally five minutes during a rousing rendition of "It's Shouting Time In Heaven!" I LOVE IT!!!

Oh what a day that will be! :-)


Me and Debbie...still pumped on the ride home. :-)

Hope!

I'm not a poet.....FAR from it!! But tonight as I was having some much-needed God time, as Chris Tomlin and Jason Upton paved the way for the opening of my heart, this is what came out. This, strangely, is all it took for me to go from tired, worn out, lacking perspective.....to feeling alive, excited, hopeful, and confident in what God's going to do next! So here it is! :-)


Jesus, tonight I lay aside all the
tiredness
doubt
fear that my life isn’t going anywhere
that I’m stuck
alone
that nothing will ever change
that this is it.


I lay it down
I open my hands
I release these questions
this fear
this gnawing unrest
to You.


You are the WAY
You are the TRUTH
You are the LIFE
You are all that I need.
You will make a way.
You will keep working.
You will bring freedom
growth
discovery
adventure
peace
surprises
LIFE.


But that can only happen if I will
rest
let go
stop striving
stop trying to figure it out on my own

That can only happen if I will look to You
in my heart’s search for Life.


And so I do
tonight I rest
tonight I wait
tonight I listen
tonight I open your Word
and tonight You will breathe into my soul
new life
new perspective
new hope
new courage
new faith
new expectation
new confidence
in who You are
in what You will do
because You are GOOD.


Jesus
You are here
stirring up excitement
anticipation
hope
confidence.
THANK YOU!


You are more than able
to go before
make a way
touch hearts
speak
prompt
open eyes
reveal
And so tonight I rest in that!


My hands are open
My heart is open
And in my outstretched palms
I offer you
my heart
with all its desires, longings, dreams
I offer you
my passion for Africa, for the children
for a life, a purpose, a ministry
far beyond this
I offer you
my finances, my house, my job
and all the questions and struggles that go along with that
I offer you
my friendships
my family
everything.
It’s Yours, Jesus!


You have created me
You have fashioned me this way
For a purpose, with a plan
For more than just existing, for more than just plodding along
And so I pray
Open my eyes
Lift my gaze
off myself
to YOU.


"Strength will rise as we wait upon the Lord"
Jesus, I want to soar above this world and its cares
I want to SEE in the spiritual realm
I don’t want to be stuck in myself
in my small little world
when you have so much more for me.
So take me there, Jesus
take me further, deeper into YOU.
in YOU there is joy
in YOU there is deep purpose and meaning
in YOU there is always hope
in YOU there is an adventure to live for
in YOU there is real love
in YOU we are seen
known
cherished
delighted in
called
chosen
set apart
set FREE.

You don’t make mistakes, God
You don’t forget
You don’t waste your time (or ours)
THANK YOU!